Sunday, October 2, 2011

Pictures!!!

Lowe really loves his little brother. He's always asking to sit with him or lay on the ground on the blanket with him.



TMI alert...
So I'm pretty disappointed because, for the moment, I've had to stop breast feeding Kingston. I feel so sad about it but just can't deal with the pain...with Lowe, I had a little difficulty latching him on and Kingston seemed not to have that problem at all, but than my milk came in and everything changed. I actually have fissures that almost go all the way around the base of both nipples and I am all bruised up so it is excruciatingly painful to put Kingston to breast. I went to a certified lactation consultant and tried her advice but I was stressing out and dreading breast feeding each and every time. So for now, at least until I heal up, I will be pumping and giving Kingston the pumped milk so he is still getting breast milk (It's never been a supply issue...I have plenty...). I hate feeling like I can't provide for my baby the way I wanted to but really hope I heal up fast and can get Kingston to go back to the breast...I was able to breastfeed Lowe up to 6 months and wanted to do the same for Kingston so I'm hoping he'll go back.

1 comments:

Ham N Cheese said...

AWWWW!!! Thanks for the pics! He is so cute. Nursing is so stressful, you are an awesome mom for pumping.